college has completely changed my life.
i am so much more connected to myself than i ever thought i would be.
saying goodbye to these incredible people is so hard.
it is now catching up to me on the second to last day.
as i'm typing im crying my first tears.
SO BITTERSWEET
i'm so excited to be home in ventura, yet i can't wait to start my life here in portland in my new house.
i feel like i will be stuck in a transition stage for the next two weeks. from couch hopping, and packing and unpacking, traveling, and moving into a new house. not to forget i will be turning 19 at the end of this. it's like we're all forced to accept the immense amount of change thrust upon us and GROW UP. Freshman year in college was like a continuation of senior year of high school with MUCH better quality people. and at the end of freshman year you are expected to be a full grown adult. facing reality has been hard, and maybe i haven't been handling it the best way. i'm just trying to enjoy every moment i get with someone.
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