the house has officially been warmed by our housewarming party. in fact it's pretty damn hot. i've been having so much fun lately, and the weather in Portland couldn't be more perfect.
i also had a great birthday. lots of friends came over. lots of drinking, smoking, and a little bit of puking for a select few including myself. ha! go hard or go home. but it was at my new house so i got to do both. this post is stupid. just wanted to tell everyone thanks for all the love and good times. this summer holds many more in the future :)
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
Who knew
college has completely changed my life.
i am so much more connected to myself than i ever thought i would be.
saying goodbye to these incredible people is so hard.
it is now catching up to me on the second to last day.
as i'm typing im crying my first tears.
SO BITTERSWEET
i'm so excited to be home in ventura, yet i can't wait to start my life here in portland in my new house.
i feel like i will be stuck in a transition stage for the next two weeks. from couch hopping, and packing and unpacking, traveling, and moving into a new house. not to forget i will be turning 19 at the end of this. it's like we're all forced to accept the immense amount of change thrust upon us and GROW UP. Freshman year in college was like a continuation of senior year of high school with MUCH better quality people. and at the end of freshman year you are expected to be a full grown adult. facing reality has been hard, and maybe i haven't been handling it the best way. i'm just trying to enjoy every moment i get with someone.
i am so much more connected to myself than i ever thought i would be.
saying goodbye to these incredible people is so hard.
it is now catching up to me on the second to last day.
as i'm typing im crying my first tears.
SO BITTERSWEET
i'm so excited to be home in ventura, yet i can't wait to start my life here in portland in my new house.
i feel like i will be stuck in a transition stage for the next two weeks. from couch hopping, and packing and unpacking, traveling, and moving into a new house. not to forget i will be turning 19 at the end of this. it's like we're all forced to accept the immense amount of change thrust upon us and GROW UP. Freshman year in college was like a continuation of senior year of high school with MUCH better quality people. and at the end of freshman year you are expected to be a full grown adult. facing reality has been hard, and maybe i haven't been handling it the best way. i'm just trying to enjoy every moment i get with someone.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
a lazy day like today
so much free time
i don't know what to do with my self.
and a lot of alone time.
and thinking, lots of thinking.
i'm constantly scared im going to get heartbroken
and it's keeping me from falling,
when really i should be falling down the rabbit hole already
i don't know what to do with my self.
and a lot of alone time.
and thinking, lots of thinking.
i'm constantly scared im going to get heartbroken
and it's keeping me from falling,
when really i should be falling down the rabbit hole already
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
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