classes for summer and fall

8am today registration opened, and this is what i got.
it's not exactly what i wanted, but it will work.

american family history.
intermediate algebra.
abs/lower body PE class.
psychology as a social science.
family studies UNST.

17 credits. time to get ahead.

also this summer i am taking 8 credits.
infant development and painting for non majors.
so by 2011, i will have 68 college credits completed.
blsh,hk;ffiljhhg

yepp

made a collective list yesterday with some friends
a list of things to do before summer
before we all go our separate ways.

• see a small theatre play
• tag something downstairs (legal graffitiiii)
• make team shirts (dtb 24/7)
• go to omsi
• drop acid
• the binz
• last thursday

so yeah, i'm going to go experience life now. 

sometimes it seems so simple and fun, like this list.

other times it's repetitively shitty (lost backpack, school stress, minor boy issues, financials..)

but i'm making the most of it. as i always try to do.

i try to live by a quote by og mandino " "Act now. For now is all you have."

and usually i live it with passion.

i don't play games with people, i do as i want.

trying to get rid of all inhibitions, and so far very few regrets.

now, it's crunch time. trying to find an apartment immediately!!

one year anniversary

i can't believe it, i've committed to something for a year of my life.
BLOGGING.
who would have thought? I feel like i've tried blogging in the past and failed. I've definitely have never been able to keep up with a diary or journal. So what does this mean?
Thanks to my blog, i can look back on moments in my life, maybe i'll even be able to see how i've changed. I started this blog off with a piece updating my blog and myself about me. and i guess on May 25th, 2010 it's time to do it again. not holding anything back. Stay tuned for important and honest emotions and activities going on in my life. This in-depth of an update only comes once a year.

esse quam videri

a little meaning on the tattoo i hope to get soon.
Esse quam videri is latin for "to be, rather than to seem."

I first learned this quote several years ago at an upscale mexican restaurant in Carpinteria, CA. I was with my mother's side of the family, sitting on the left side of the table with my cousin andrew and grandpa chuck. My grandpa is one of the smartest and well-educated people i know. He knows several languages ranging from conversational spanish, to russian, german, english of course, and latin. Over his margarita he told andrew and i this phrase. and i instantly felt a change. I remember telling my grandpa that he inspired me and andrew to get tattoos of this quote. of course this was met with laughs and advising not to, but for the record, we both still plan on getting this tattoo.

to me esse quam videri is never pretending to be anything other than what you are. if you are truly happy, be happy and don't hold back. if something is bothering you, don't try to hide your feelings. sometimes the release of a passion like that can be uncomfortable, but to just being in the moment of being who you are can be truly rewarding. i've spent a few years of my life, pretending to be comfortable with my self and trying to seem happy. Looking back, now feeling happy and fairly confident in myself, I feel as if i was lying to myself and others. genuine people are the easiest to relate to because they are REAL. So I try to take this quote as a reminder to just BE.

DETOXXXX

mind body and soul

Scroll I - Today I begin a new life.

Scroll II - I will greet this day with love in my heart.

Scroll III - I will persist until I succeed.

Scroll IV - I am nature's greatest miracle.

Scroll V - I will live this day as if it is my last.

Scroll VI - Today I will be master of my emotions.

Scroll VII - I will laugh at the world (Keep perspective)

Scroll VIII - Today I will multiply my value a hundredfold.

Scroll IX - I will act now, I will act now, I will act now.

Scroll X - I will pray for guidance.

- og mandino

roommate love

i need to start being a better one, it's almost over :(


Me

es tut mir leid
ich hasse deutsch
aber ich liebe dich

4:21pmLinzie
konichiwa

ME
aber ernst
ES TUT MIR LEID

4:23pmLinzie
no comprede

4:23pmMe
ich bin ein schlampe :(

novel potential

i feel like the past four days have had individual novel potential in a never ending series.


thursday- unmentionables
friday- road trip to Washington, party by night
saturday- smoke, tan, drive back, get trashed, go to the escape. all important belongings lost
sunday- coping with my losses and hangover




but at least there are some great pictures to go along with the upcoming book series.

weird vibes and intuition

to what extent to you follow your gut?
what if you can't read your own feelings?
when everyones skeptical, should you be too?

more than anything

i would love to have a snowball fight with squidward, spongebob, and patrick.

mahh

too much sweet talk.
i dont know how to flirt
or pursue anything
sml;dakjaf


seattle this weekend :)

love you

http://www.netflix.com/WiPlayer?movieid=70116254&trkid=813277#EpisodeMovieId=70116255

just me sitting in miami enjoying some sponge bob.
and this first episode couldnt explain my life better

depression bowl 2010

even when things haven't been going on for too long
before we're attached or made any commitment
i still get hurt.
even though we BOTH were seeing other people on the side
i'm still mind fucked
loading papi immediately
i'm going to miami bitch
and i'm not ever coming home.

it's kind of silly

how only one attitude can change a day from good to bad or bad to good.
ups and downs today.
and i can't seem to keep track of time.
i owe alot to this song and mj.

sunny days are ahead.

well.

bombshell after bombshell it keeps coming on
is it my own doing?
but maybe this is the total independence im looking for
to say a lot has happened since last friday would be an UNDERSTATEMENT

imma do me

ive been trying to truly find out who i am
i want ultimate independence
i sacrifice my weekends tosupport myself financially
i sacrifice my grades to socialize daily
i sacrifice my health to have fun.
i'm making sacrifices to look and feel better

i guess confidence is a good thing
but enough with me me mememememememememememmeme

let's talk about YOU

paint the town

rampage

wearing all black in mourning of my morals
RIP ethical thinking.
you will be missed.