mehhhh

how did portland become my home so quickly?
i belong in a city, i belong in a city, i belong in a city.
just not a city of artists.

am i ?

since when have i become an elitist?
when people fail at creativity,
truly try to be creative and
focus so much on being original
that it defeats the meaning of creativity,
it bothers me.
i find them unoriginal and boring.
but they're trying right?

.....

i am a composite of everyone else,
their actions conflicting with my sensitivity or my brashness,
their talent or therefore lack of, shapes my mindset.
the only thing unique about me is the combination of everything and everyone else.
i am unique by combination.

hurts

as disgusting and repulsive as i find the word "cunt"

i find "faggot" to be worse.

its such a harsh word.

change your vocab and gain a few IQ points please.

i swear you'll at least sound smarter.
even if you still look dumb.

11am

finals week.
my liver should hate me.
but my anxiety thanks me.

maybe i was just intoxicated?

cause i'm not really feeling it anymore.



i think?

oooh la la

finger whispers and traces of sincerity.

i didn't expect this from college.